maybe dancing is not my thing..

failed terribly for sunday's competition.
i feel bad cuz i've been pushing the members to do tis in few days time.
they are not prepared,
so do I.
we ended up getting hurt,
losing confidence.

sometimes i wonder,
maybe dancing is just not my thing.

when i look at other groups, they been doing so well,
then i realize,
their leader for the group are all very good,
maybe some will have some bad attitude,
but the best dancer in the team wud be the leader.

when i look at my team,
the leader is....
no wonder the team never improve much..
i made bad decision,
i choreo shit moves,
i dun even dance like a dancer..

i just feel bad,
i didnt do a good job as a leader,
or even as a dancer...

maybe i should consider asking someone to take over my position..
i'm dissapointed at myself..
just dont feel like further dragging the team down to the mud..
they deserve better future..

i wonder,
maybe dancing is just not my thing...