Monday, February 28, 2011

Happy Birthday to Teen Top Ricky!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RICKY!!!!!

awww.. our baby Ricky is officially 17 this year..!!
lets pray that he will grow up another 10cm. XDDDDDD
and
dont forget to pray that L.joe will grow another 15cm. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

As a big fan of Teen Top,
i paksa the gals to dance this song. hehehe..
yes, its my idea.
i force them to do it. LOL

here you go, check out the video!



not very good, but i promise i will make everyone practice harder.
XDDD

Sunday, February 13, 2011

当我。。

当我开始努力的时候,
别人的脚步开始放慢了。

当我想要放弃的时候,
你却告诉我得继续努力。

并没那么坚强,
责任感告诉我要坚持到底,
内心却开始慢慢松懈。

还能支撑多久, 我不知道。
内心的急躁, 相信应该没人能体会。

开始觉得身边的人无法了解我,
因为他们不明白,
当你可以看见自己的路的尽头时,
你是多么的想要改变那个你不想要看见的结局。

他们只能看见你那莫明其妙的急躁,
飘忽无定的心情,
惹人厌。

当你看着时间慢慢地流逝,
知道自己的时间所剩无几,
你很难控制自己不把一天当成两天来用,
在一切还没结束前,
统统把他给做完。
唯恐到了最后一天,
自己竟然还有什么是还没完成的。

单方面的以为这样就能让自己好过一点,
可以吗?

不然。

也不知道什么时候开始,
觉得自己无论多努力,
却还是停滞不前。

有没有想象过,
当身边的朋友都张开了翅膀,
自由自在的飞翔了,
自己却被遗留在原地?
那感觉,
一点也不好受吧。

很想一起走到终点,
想不到走不下去的人,

竟然是我自己。

Monday, February 7, 2011

future

im so worry.

i have a bad feeling that DA is not going to make it for the koreaboo audition. i've been dreaming bout the audition for one whole week after the dateline for submission. Im even worried when i've found out that one of our video is having views problem because the view count is not increasing at all even if the comments are flowing in.

come to think about it, actually there is nothing much to worry about for the reason being that, I have to admit the fact that our video is just not that good.

from a third party perspective, it might just be an OK video, but to me, or even to the judges, it might be crap. i can see alot of flaws in the video, probably because i know the steps in and out, any discrepancy cant run away from my eyes.

second reason, one of the video is just too short, its only 1minute? I suppose the judges will expect at least a 3minutes video to show off talents rather than a one minute video.

third reason, its just too much people in the video. yes we are joining the competition as a team, but the video is just too short, before the judges can recognize the faces of all 6 of us, the video has already ended. In my opinion, it shud be a bit longer so that they can view us in a better light? im sure this definitely contribute to their decision...

fourth reason, this is towards the gee video. Yes i have to admit im posting the video just to try luck, but im 99.99% sure that judges wouldnt like people auditioning using such a song. haha.. the steps are simple, and we were only lip sync-ing to the song, therefore is nothing so impressive about the video. Any dance team with better coordination can do that.

Fifth reason, they have mentioned about the importance of view counts, and damn it, our videos view count stuck there for dont know how long because of the youtube stupid error. its somewhat strange when the like counts are increasing and when you see the influx of comments, but the view count is not increasing. weird huh? anyway, since our view count is pretty low, and view count is one of the factor where they consider in judging, i honestly think that it works against us.

damn. im listing down the reasons why we WILL fail. Am i being too analytical? Am i being too practical?

I dont know, im just trying my best to give the objective view of our entry video.

when im objectively typing out this passage, i cant control my subjective feeling of sadness, stress, worries and the etc feelings im having now. I regret that i didnt solicit for votes and views.. but think about it, its against the rules, thats why i didnt do it at the first place. and think twice, even if you get hell lots of views, how sure are you that its going to bring u any further? No, you cant get a conclusive statement, then why bother doing it?

another reason why i think we cant make it, its because i dreamt of us winning the audition. anything good that appear in my dream had never realize before, except for once regarding my result but nothing else. so... yeah.. i think our dance video will fall under the general rule? of course i do hope that the dream will be an exception and all 6 of us manage to win the competition.

as much as i say i want to win, i dont have the confidence anymore.

our visual maknae asked "how come arirang contest that time you wasnt that worried but now you are overly worried?"
the reason is simple being that, the arirang contest, you can only get money consideration. yes 1000USD is alot, but its just not that important compare to your future! compare to this audition, winning the contest might actually bring you a possible bright future...

anyway, worst come to worst, it might just be a gimmick, a technique to attract more attention for GNA's solo performance when cube have no real intention to seek for new trainees. Of course I hope this is not bcoz they honetly make me worry for the result.

worry.....

im so worry....

that cube will let DA down..

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

~幸福之歌~

Teen Top (틴탑) - Angel

=====HANGUL=====
credit: Melon Music + chacha-31@blogspot

Girl 꿈처럼 다가온 널
이렇게 꼭 잡아 놓지 않을 거야
you are so beautiful to me girl
첫 눈에 반했던 내 이상형인 걸

참 다행이야 이런 널 만나서
내 가슴이 이렇게 뛰잖아
Yeah

누가 봐도 사랑스러운
누가 봐도 너무나 예쁜
하나하나 너무 완벽한
there's an angel in my heart

눈부시게 예쁜 얼굴은
햇살처럼 환한 웃음은
밤하늘에 밝은 별 같아
there's an angel in my heart

Dream 꿈은 아니겠죠
이 세상 모든 걸 다 가진 것 같아
참 시간이 이렇게 멈춰버렸으면
얼마나 좋을까

시간이 지나 모두들 변한다 해도
난 약속해 네 곁에 있을게
Yeah

누가 봐도 사랑스러운
누가 봐도 너무나 예쁜
하나하나 너무 완벽한
there's an angel in my heart

눈부시게 예쁜 얼굴은
햇살처럼 환한 웃음은
밤하늘에 밝은 별 같아
there's an angel in my heart

하루하루 지나가면
서로서로 닮아가며
너에게 점점 빠져만 가
영화 속 한 장면처럼
멋진 주인공들처럼
I'll give my life to you

[Rap 1]
언제나 너에게 웃음만 줄게
그 어떤 누구보다
행복하다고 말 할수 있게
매일 하룰 시작해 네 생각에
내 입가에 미소가 맴도네
행복해 나 어떡해

[Rap 2]
이 지친 힘든 하루 끝에
네가 내 옆에 있단 게
매일하루 고맙고 난 힘이 되
약속해 네 곁에 있겠다고 난 안 변해
시간이 지나도 널 사랑해 널 지킬게

누가 봐도 사랑스러운
누가 봐도 너무나 예쁜
하나하나 너무 완벽한
there's an angel in my heart

눈부시게 예쁜 얼굴은
햇살처럼 환한 웃음은
밤하늘에 밝은 별 같아
there's an angel in my heart

언제봐도 사랑스러운
언제 봐도 너무나 예쁜
누가 봐도 너는 완벽해
there's an angel in my heart

눈부시게 예쁜 얼굴은
햇살처럼 환한 웃음은
별보다도 반짝반짝해
there's an angel in my heart


=====ROMANIZATION=====
credit: Chichan-Onew + chacha-31@blogspot

Girl kkumchorom dagaon nol
irotge kkok jaba nochi aneul goya
you are so beautiful to me girl
chot nune banhetdon ne isanghyongin gol

cham dahengiya iron nol mannaso
ne gaseumi irote ttwijanha
Yeah

nuga bwado sarangseuroun
nuga bwado nomuna yeppeun
hanahana nomu wanbyokhan
there's an angel in my heart

nunbusige yeppeun olgureun
hessalchorom hwanhan useumeun
bamhaneure balgeun byol gata
there's an angel in my heart

Dream kkumeun anigetjyo
i sesang modeun gol da gajin got gata
cham sigani irotge momchwo-boryosseumyon
olmana joheulkka

sigani jina modudeul byonhanda hedo
nan yaksokhe ne gyote isseulge
Yeah

nuga bwado sarangseuroun
nuga bwado nomuna yeppeun
hanahana nomu wanbyokhan
there's an angel in my heart

nunbusige yeppeun olgureun
hessalchorom hwanhan useumeun
bamhaneure balgeun byol gata
there's an angel in my heart

haruharu jinagamyon
sorosoro dalmagamyo
noege jomjom ppajyoman ga
yonghwa sok han jangmyonchorom
motjin juin-gongdeulchorom
I'll give my life to you

[Rap 1]
onjena noege useumman julge
geu etton nuguboda
hengbokhadago mal halsu itge
meil harul sijakhae ne saenggage
nae ipgae misoga memdone
hengbokhe na ottokhe

[Rap 2]
i jichin himdeun haru kkeute
nega ne yope itdan ge
meilharu gomapgo nan himi dwe
yaksokhe ne gyote itgetdago nan an byonhe
sigani jinado nol saranghe nol jikilge

nuga bwado sarangseuroun
nuga bwado nomuna yeppeun
hanahana nomu wanbyokhan
there's an angel in my heart

nunbusige yeppeun olgureun
hessalchorom hwanhan useumeun
bamhaneure balgeun byol gata
there's an angel in my heart

onjebwado sarangseuroun
onje bwado nomuna yeppeun
nuga bwado noneun wanbyokhe
there's an angel in my heart

nunbusige yeppeun olgureun
hessalchorom hwanhan useumeun
byolbodado banjjakbanjjakhe
there's an angel in my heart


=====TRANSLATION=====
credit: Platypiz@youtube

Girl you come to me like a dream
I'll hold onto you like this and never let go
you are so beautiful to me girl
you're my ideal girl and I fell in love with you at first sight

I'm really happy to meet someone like you
My heart is beating like this
Yeah

Whoever sees you will say you're lovely
Whoever sees you will say you're pretty
One by one are perfect
there's an angel in my heart

Your pretty face is blinding my eyes
Your bright smile is just like the sun
Like a shining star in the night sky
there's an angel in my heart

Dream this isn't a dream isn't it?
I feel like I own this world
If time stops right now
I wonder how great it will be

Even if time passes, or even if everything changes
I promise, I'll be by your side
Yeah

Whoever sees you will say you're lovely
Whoever sees you will say you're pretty
One by one are perfect
there's an angel in my heart

Your pretty face is blinding my eyes
Your bright smile is just like the sun
Like a shining star in the night sky
there's an angel in my heart

Day by day passes by
We've grown to look more like each other
I keep falling for you
Just like a scene from a movie
Like those cool main characters
I'll give my life to you

[Rap 1]
I'll always give you my smile
More than anyone else
I'll make you the happiest person
I start everyday while thinking of you
My smile stays still all the same
I'm so happy what should I do?

[Rap 2]
At the end of this tiring day
You will always stay by my side
I'm feeling thankful everyday and you become my power
I promise to stay by your side I won't change
Even if time passes, I love you, I'll protect you

Whoever sees you will say you're lovely
Whoever sees you will say you're pretty
One by one are perfect
there's an angel in my heart

Your pretty face is blinding my eyes
Your bright smile is just like the sun
Like a shining star in the night sky
there's an angel in my heart

You're always lovely
You always look so pretty
Whoever sees you will say you're perfect
there's an angel in my heart

Your pretty face is blinding my eyes
Your bright smile is just like the sun
Like a shining star in the night sky
there's an angel in my heart


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不知道为什么,
每一次听见这首歌,
就觉得自己很幸福。。。
感觉上好像他在对我唱这首歌。。
好幸福~ ^^