yes, i dunno y am i blogging here when i was relly relly busy.
*rant*
last whole week was busy doing that whole god damn research thingy which relly drive me to insanity. wtf, a 2500 words essay is not tat easy to write.
what kid of legal research is that?? GOD..
the problem is not that 2500 words is alot, but is too LITTLE.
my goodness.
my first draft came out to be 4000++ words, if i relly pass this up it will definitely be a suicide attempt. univeristy of london will fail me retrospectively and prospectively. (quoting my lecturer mr amerjit)
i wasted like sooooooooooo many hours sitting in front of the computer just to edit, edit, edit and freaking edit the essay again. fuck!
i sat in front of the pc for the one whole week, from morning 9am until another morning 3am. which is CRAZY.
my eye soar thru out the whole week. damn u research essay.
if the uni relly fail me for my essay imma jump off from the building.
i read alot of articles in order to create that piece of essay, so plssss for god sake dont fail me...!
imagine one article of mine consist of 78 pages, and i read more than 5 articles.
pity my eyeball.
*rant*
i relly beh tahan, thru out the whole week been dreaming that either i fail the research paper, or that i cant finish the research paper, or that i have finished the paper but end up no time for my studies, or that i fail my other subject.
damn
im freaking stress.
and now revision class starts, i have no time for myself
there are so much to read but so little time.
im relly relly worry that i cant get thru the exam and freaking get a 2-1 for myself to save my life.
geezzz.. i just wanna slap myself.
probably no one gonna understand wtf im writting here.
and u know what, my only enjoyment become not my enjoyment anymore.
my revision timetable freaking used up all my dancing time which make me cannot go practice for 2months.
damn u ATC.
the amount of student in revision class + the revision table + exam stress + legal research stress + jae-ness stress + ......
all this stress relly make me suffocate, i can hardly breathe.
atc, why u put so many ppl in one class?
u crazy ka?
the classroom is so freaking small and u put 160 ppl inside?
the whole building gonna collapse soon when u put 700++ in the building at the same time.
even the freaking car park oso full all the time and i have to queue for half an hour just to PAY the freaking car park fee.
everything is just crazy!!!@$@
GAHHHHHHH!!@#@$@
*rant*
and those retarded gang tat sit behind tat still freaking talk shit bout me.
u all shud go and fly kite,
and freaking get a life for yrself pls.
yes, im freaking stuck up.
sue me!
