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everyone is stress out,
dont look at me,
im not stress, trust me...
final exam only maaa..
is not like i've never done it before,
just that i never receive the appreciation that i'm hoping to have.
yeah, im too demanding.

(told ya! be selfish and quit the damn thing, y make life so difficult?)

damn u,
im doing it because i like it,
but look at the current state of the group,
my prediction for the result,
is that we gonna fail terribly based on the current AGAIN.

(seeeee.. y bother doing it if u know u gonna fail? silly u.)

im trying my best for everything,
but some things are just out of my control,
i can't expect everyone to put aside all their matters
and continue this damn thing with me right?

(and y do u still wanna be a fool to put aside yr study for this "sure lose" competition?)

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(see! u cant answer right? u cant even freaking answer yr exam papers question and u want to go for dance competition. u moron!)


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(and y are u keeping quiet? keeping quiet wont solve the matter stupid u)

scolding wont solve..

(go and study and stop wasting time on those things tat u forever cant achieve ok? dont dream!)

but..

(but WAD? thinking and wanting to win/get something will never get u to success unless u really work hard for it, just look at u guys now, u tink u can get it? too early to dream bout it. wake up la..)

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i've no other ways to express how frustrated i am,
everything is at the verge of falling apart,
guess this is fate.

i'm not sure if i can make it on 24th,
but i certainly do not want to dissapoint them.
I myself are desperate for that stage as well,
i'm dying for the stage.

but i just have no idea why everything end in this way,
everything seems to be so...